Hari Raya Blues

i am wailing away....my sirens like that of a police car...but wailing softly. It will be Hari Raya Puasa soon...tomorrow, but i will not be going back see my mum and family...

lots of work that i gotta do...and further more, the public transport at this time of the year is horrific...i will go back a bit later as the traffic will be less congested then...

Thank god mum seemed to understand...when i explained to her about my late homecoming on the phone the other day..anyway, i was the one who always seemed to bit at odds with her...but tonight, my nostalgia channel will be on..full blast

Melancholy will hit me then...and being alone will not help me much...
To all of you...Selamat Hari Raya..Maaf zahir batin....(Sob, sob..sob...waaaaaah)

Nearly the end of Ramadhan

It is nearly the end of Ramadhan....

Mysterious things happen in Ramadhan, like today and yesterday. As I was walking along the road yesterday, I found RM26..and I gave the cash to the guards for them to find the owner..

And as I was walking along the same road today, I found RM5...and I gave that to the guards too...GOD must be testing me....to see if I will pocket the money..

In this world, many people are suffering...and with the amount of money I found these two days could have bought for some unlucky soul in some parts of the world...some food and comfort..

GOD works in mysterious ways...I wonder what GOD is trying to say to me...and I have been tested..a lot these days..Ah well.....