Thursday, October 11, 2007

Hari Raya Blues

i am wailing away....my sirens like that of a police car...but wailing softly. It will be Hari Raya Puasa soon...tomorrow, but i will not be going back see my mum and family...

lots of work that i gotta do...and further more, the public transport at this time of the year is horrific...i will go back a bit later as the traffic will be less congested then...

Thank god mum seemed to understand...when i explained to her about my late homecoming on the phone the other day..anyway, i was the one who always seemed to bit at odds with her...but tonight, my nostalgia channel will be on..full blast

Melancholy will hit me then...and being alone will not help me much...
To all of you...Selamat Hari Raya..Maaf zahir batin....(Sob, sob..sob...waaaaaah)

1 comment:

quadz said...

Its OKAY....ujiiii...mum still ade...and YET you have had ur differences,kan? ami pun beraya dengan mak...after the LAST ASAR of ramadhan......ami pegang ERAT nisan dia at the cemetery,ami DILIGENTLY basuh the area,tabur bunga,siram air mawar...yeah sejuk gak my eyes from the clear liquid dat came out NON STOP...cuz kubur ayah pun camtu...raya ke Kuala Selangor spent about 20 minutes searching for Atok's grave-cuz dia not in sequence,kan?camne pun JUMPA...so dis year raya was better than last cuz ami DAPAT ke Kuala Selangor,last year tak dapat cuz the SHOCK of my split and its consequences of she selling the car against my will....bende-bende camtulah...nak raya dengan ami? last day syawal nov 10 tau....